Monthly Archives: March, 2015

Sean Got Married

I knew it was bound to happen eventually.  After all, Sean had sent me a text last spring about getting engaged.  I wished him happiness because really, what else was there to say.  Still, it brought up weird emotions in me to know he got married. I got home from work Friday night and saw …

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Movie

Treun and I have a guideline we follow.  We never actually said that this is the way it is, it just kind of happened this way and now we always follow it.  Each time he wants me to watch a shoot-‘em-up action movie with him, he’ll watch a chick flick with me.  It’s a great …

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Communication is Hard!

I’ve been rather miserable.  My conversation with Treun the other day was something that broke my heart.  Thinking that he didn’t want to marry me brought up all kinds of nasty realizations about myself.  First, I realized that I really do NOT know how to communicate in this relationship.  I still have so much baggage …

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He Doesn’t Want to Get Married

Well, it’s official.  I’m done dreaming of marrying Treun.  He doesn’t want to marry me. All of us spend the day over at Treun’s place today.  I actually got the older two kids to go and was feeling rather accomplished about that.  They stayed upstairs, playing video games most of the time, but they were …

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He’s Home!

I’m pretty sure that was the longest ten days of my life. He got home last night around 8:45 p.m.  My plan was to leave work, spend some time with the kids, get Shane to bed, then head over to his house for a bubble bath before he got home.  Shockingly, my plan worked beautifully!  …

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I Miss Treun

He went to visit his folks.  He’s been gone for three whole days!  I’m lost without him.  I truly am. Treun left and took all of his calm with him.  I feel jittery and rudderless.  I feel quite lost without his quiet presence.  And I have to make it through six more days.  He won’t …

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